the smedley log - suburban scrawl

unwanted

if you don’t want me
yet I still want you, do I
disrespect myself?

I’m fine with only
joining the clubs that’ll have
me as a member.

this articulates my mood tonight.

I tend to think everyone’s been through this thought process at some point, right?

hell no, you simply
must try harder, or lower
your expectations

Yes. No matter how
many syllables you use
that’s still disrespect.

but I know deep down
she wants me too, no matter
how much she protests.