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I’m sorry, I can’t come to the blog right now…

but let me offer you three options:

  1. Visit my new site, nonbreakingspace.com (haiku, occasional poetry and even a tiny bit of short fiction)
  2. Check out my Flickr photo pool
  3. Sift through the content right here on this site by simply scrolling down below or checking out the archive links. There’s certainly nothing new, but you may be interested in one or two bits of content posted here over the course of four-plus years. (Note: most of the haiku and poetry content also appears at nonbreakingspace.com)


The eve of ‘08

I’ll begin with a note to all those who might visit this afternoon or evening, wishing everyone a happy, healthy 2008.

The past year has been interesting, sometimes in a good way. Sometimes not so much. I moved this past year and I expect to assimilate to the new surroundings and reality eventually – but not quite yet. I learned a few new things about myself this year, especially in the past few months. As usual, I wish I could have learned some of those lessons without the accompanying experiences, but I’m not sure I’ve ever learned much of anything the easy way.

Still, I have hope that the new year will bring good things, as I hope it does for everyone reading this. And speaking of reading, I’ve begun concentrating my writing efforts elsewhere. If you’d like to check out the new target of my efforts, feel free to visit  .

Best wishes for the new year,

howard


cancer 9

boost immunity
expose yourself to those with
generous spirits.


poor trade

growing up you’ll find
people lose in innocence
what they gain in age.


altruistic impotence

what good is it when
those with the best intentions
tend to lack the means?


At least they’re not bragging about the copy-editing

From the text of an ad touting Philadelphia Media Holdings’ improved circulation numbers in last Sunday’s Inquirer special business section:

“Critics had said ‘pigs will fly’ before the Inquirer and the Daily News gain circulation. Well, they flew earlier this year and they’re flying again. The Philadelphia Inquirer had it’s largest circulation gain in five years and ranks #1 in daily circulation growth among the top 50 U.S. newspapers. The Daily News has had it’s first circulation gain in nine years. And not to be outdone, philly.com experienced a dramatic 42% growth in pageviews.” [emphasis added]

I’m one of those folks who’s genuinely rooting for the local newspapers to do well, so I should at least commend the Philly papers for improving circulation in a climate increasingly unsympathetic to dead tree journalism. Being familiar with a few of the faces behind the Inquirer and Daily News, I’m truly happy for them.

That said, here’s a brief grammar refresher:

    its = possessive form of “it”
    it’s = “it is”


one that got away

wanting her happy
should’ve been more important
than just wanting her.


If I had a million dollars…

I was recently thinking about a concept I’d call a “lottery list.” In short, it’s a theoretical list of people or causes you’d help in some dramatic way if you were to win the lottery (or come into some other significant windfall). [Read more →]


currency

I’m not who I’ve been,
though I can’t remember when
things were different.


Tony Baloney

I ran into Tony yesterday.
He must’ve been on his break
when he spotted me in line at the food court.
We sat and talked over lunch.
It had been a while.
[Read more →]


conversational confession

cool menthol woman,
with lips as fast as lightning,
how you speak to me.


moments like these

amidst the silence
late night suburban diners
share perfect moments.


Dreams

(Hearing an old song from the Cranberries prompted me to write a brief description of a dream I had last night – well, more like early this morning.)

In my dream, I was sitting with a friend I haven’t seen or talked to lately. We were either eating or drinking as we conversed (the setting, while vague in my mind, reminded me of a coffee shop or diner). In the dream, I mentioned to my friend that I’d had dream about her the night before. It was at that point, in the dream itself, that I remember thinking the dream I was having was the dream to which I was referring.

It struck me as odd, because I can’t recall any other time during a dream when I was aware it was a dream.


Just so you know…

I support the WGA. This is partly because I’m a union member myself, partly because I believe people who play a large role in corporate success shouldn’t be excluded from a significant segment of the profits and, yes, partly because I like TV that doesn’t suck.

For the writers’ perspective, check out United Hollywood.

For a video explanation of why the strike is happening, click here.


The modern letter

I’ve mentioned the Modern Letter Project a few times here in the past. It’s an interesting project that’s occupied bits of my time over the past five or six months, and the basic idea is to get back to writing good old-fashioned letters (as opposed to typically thoughtless and artless modern modes of written communication – like, say, email and text messaging).

Part of the MLP’s stated goal is to help “each participant in the project will have a network of new pen pals, friends, and a collection of letters to treasure.” As someone who has found a strange sense of satisfaction in putting pen to paper – whether in journals, random scraps or actual letters – I submitted to be part of the project almost as soon as I heard about it. I have been fortunate to come into written contact with some fascinating folks over the past several months. Sure, some people haven’t written back (or written letters at all, I assume), but a small handful have become regular correspondents of mine since the letter-writing commenced. I feel compelled to offer an ounce or two of gratitude to the members of this intriguing group (I’d mention them by name, but I’m not sure they’d appreciate that).

I guess I’m mentioning the Modern Letter Project for a couple reasons. One, someone just asked me last night how to join the project, so I thought I might post something on it, to make the link more prominent. Who knows – maybe there were other people out there who meant to join, but have forgotten in the bustle of everyday life. I know in my life there seem to be a thousand things coming at me at any given point in time, almost like countless snowflakes that seem to hurtle at you when driving through a blizzard. It probably doesn’t help that many of the mechanisms making life more complex are placed there by my own choice. Which brings me to my second reason for mentioning the MLP: the process of writing a personal letter reminds me of a level of simplicity I sorely miss.

I can still recall a time when there was no cell phone, no computer or email; a time I didn’t feel compelled to check for new information every few minutes, or even every few hours. There are times I catch myself in the midst of sending an email, text or instant message – or even Twittering – and I wonder if I’ve lost something by surrendering to this strange, modern, new world. In the middle of all of it, I sometimes wonder if I’d be happier in a time of more effort and patience, a time of less convenience.

I remember sending letters to far-away people. I recall waiting for responses, wondering what they’d have to report. I even recall sending letters of great importance (to me, at least). On more than one occasion, I’ve professed my undying love in a letter. It worked once; not as well the other time.

I have letters from years ago from one particular friend who inspired and encouraged me during a rough stretch in my life. I remember thinking someday I might write something capable of doing for someone else what my friend’s words did for me. All because of a few letters.

There is something about the arcane collaboration of a pen, paper and the uncertainty of the post office. And it’s been nice to rediscover even a glimpse of that experience. If you’d like to learn more about it, or join the project, click here.


tentative

the young man moves in;
then, sensing timidity,
backs away again.


bargain zoo

holiday shoppers
mill around like animals
in captivity.


Does this mean they don’t support themselves?

Posted by mobile phone:
From the December Harper’s Index:

“Rank of Ron Paul among Republican candidates who have received the most in contributions from U.S. service members: 1”

What does it say to you so many of our military people appear to favor the one Republican candidate who unabashedly opposes the decision to invade Iraq?


Walking man

Posted by mobile phone:
I’ve been hosting my brother-in-law Steve this weekend, for his trip to Philly to run the marathon. As a non-participant, I’ve still managed to cover a good distance on foot since the race began. I’m currently resting (and finally getting some food) at Starbucks at Market and 18th. Just locating a place not mobbed with race watchers has been an adventure.

One unexpected bit of fun arose this morning when, just after dropping Steve off, I discovered a parking spot on Race Street (which I drove down thinking the name of the street might have been a sign).

The space, while incredibly close to the marathon finish line, did pose a challenge to my somewhat rusty city parking skills. I’m even a little proud of myself for squeezing the car in without incident; I may post a picture of it when I post a couple from the marathon itself.


Spiritual reading list

Well, sort of.

I’ve been fascinated lately by some posts from a couple different regular reads of mine. They are all on the subject of God and/or religion.

A slew of these posts emanate from the furiously-typing hands of Fred Clark at Slacktivist. They all have to do with what many perceive as the strong bias of evangelicalism against homosexuality. While many in the evangelical community do differ on the subject, and broad brush strokes often do injustice to any large segment of people, Fred has an excellent series on the perception of evangelicals as “hating” gays. What he’s really examining, for those who look closer, is why homosexuality is treated in the Christian community as so much more abhorrent than the smaller sins like dishonesty, theft and marital infidelity (to name just a few). (The parts, so far are 1, 2, 3, 4, 5 and 6.)

The other standout post on the subject of God is from the oft insightful Qazse, who wrote a brief piece of poetry called “The God Cage.” Having interacted on a few different virtual occasions with the pseudononymous blogger, I’m confident his spiritual expressions are anything but flip. This poem is a perfectly concise example of those expressions.


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