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Posts from November 2007

Friday random ten
(chimps who send their love from Amsterdam)

I ain’t afraid of hurt;
I’ve had so much it feels just like normal to me now…

(Linked song titles lead to YouTube)

Can’t turn the music down to silence out the rest of you:
Ben
Fred
Jessica


moments like these

amidst the silence
late night suburban diners
share perfect moments.


A long time ago, on blogging software far, far away…

The origins of the smedley log can be traced to four years ago today. You may feel free to either pat me on the back or ask me why I haven’t given up on this a long time ago.

In case you’re curious, here is a link to the oldest post on this site, my Black Friday post from 2003.


Dreams

(Hearing an old song from the Cranberries prompted me to write a brief description of a dream I had last night – well, more like early this morning.)

In my dream, I was sitting with a friend I haven’t seen or talked to lately. We were either eating or drinking as we conversed (the setting, while vague in my mind, reminded me of a coffee shop or diner). In the dream, I mentioned to my friend that I’d had dream about her the night before. It was at that point, in the dream itself, that I remember thinking the dream I was having was the dream to which I was referring.

It struck me as odd, because I can’t recall any other time during a dream when I was aware it was a dream.


Just so you know…

I support the WGA. This is partly because I’m a union member myself, partly because I believe people who play a large role in corporate success shouldn’t be excluded from a significant segment of the profits and, yes, partly because I like TV that doesn’t suck.

For the writers’ perspective, check out United Hollywood.

For a video explanation of why the strike is happening, click here.


The modern letter

I’ve mentioned the Modern Letter Project a few times here in the past. It’s an interesting project that’s occupied bits of my time over the past five or six months, and the basic idea is to get back to writing good old-fashioned letters (as opposed to typically thoughtless and artless modern modes of written communication – like, say, email and text messaging).

Part of the MLP’s stated goal is to help “each participant in the project will have a network of new pen pals, friends, and a collection of letters to treasure.” As someone who has found a strange sense of satisfaction in putting pen to paper – whether in journals, random scraps or actual letters – I submitted to be part of the project almost as soon as I heard about it. I have been fortunate to come into written contact with some fascinating folks over the past several months. Sure, some people haven’t written back (or written letters at all, I assume), but a small handful have become regular correspondents of mine since the letter-writing commenced. I feel compelled to offer an ounce or two of gratitude to the members of this intriguing group (I’d mention them by name, but I’m not sure they’d appreciate that).

I guess I’m mentioning the Modern Letter Project for a couple reasons. One, someone just asked me last night how to join the project, so I thought I might post something on it, to make the link more prominent. Who knows – maybe there were other people out there who meant to join, but have forgotten in the bustle of everyday life. I know in my life there seem to be a thousand things coming at me at any given point in time, almost like countless snowflakes that seem to hurtle at you when driving through a blizzard. It probably doesn’t help that many of the mechanisms making life more complex are placed there by my own choice. Which brings me to my second reason for mentioning the MLP: the process of writing a personal letter reminds me of a level of simplicity I sorely miss.

I can still recall a time when there was no cell phone, no computer or email; a time I didn’t feel compelled to check for new information every few minutes, or even every few hours. There are times I catch myself in the midst of sending an email, text or instant message – or even Twittering – and I wonder if I’ve lost something by surrendering to this strange, modern, new world. In the middle of all of it, I sometimes wonder if I’d be happier in a time of more effort and patience, a time of less convenience.

I remember sending letters to far-away people. I recall waiting for responses, wondering what they’d have to report. I even recall sending letters of great importance (to me, at least). On more than one occasion, I’ve professed my undying love in a letter. It worked once; not as well the other time.

I have letters from years ago from one particular friend who inspired and encouraged me during a rough stretch in my life. I remember thinking someday I might write something capable of doing for someone else what my friend’s words did for me. All because of a few letters.

There is something about the arcane collaboration of a pen, paper and the uncertainty of the post office. And it’s been nice to rediscover even a glimpse of that experience. If you’d like to learn more about it, or join the project, click here.


tentative

the young man moves in;
then, sensing timidity,
backs away again.


Friday random ten
(from the mouths of decadence)

If ever there was a moment so quick that it blurred,
I’d be the only one-liner that you ever heard…

    Firecracker – Marah
    River Runs Red – Midnight Oil
    Your Body Is a Wonderland – John Mayer
    Shadows and Tall Trees – U2
    Bullet Train – Lost Dogs
    Hunger Strike – Temple of the Dog
    Whipping Post – Allman Brothers
    The Year New York Fell Down – John Francis
    Hotel Room – Vigilantes of Love
    Burnie – Midnight Oil

How about that – two songs from the Oils and songs from two different “dog” groups. This may be one of the better lists we’ve had.

And God knows they got more room:
Ben
Fred


bargain zoo

holiday shoppers
mill around like animals
in captivity.


Does this mean they don’t support themselves?

Posted by mobile phone:
From the December Harper’s Index:

“Rank of Ron Paul among Republican candidates who have received the most in contributions from U.S. service members: 1”

What does it say to you so many of our military people appear to favor the one Republican candidate who unabashedly opposes the decision to invade Iraq?


Walking man

Posted by mobile phone:
I’ve been hosting my brother-in-law Steve this weekend, for his trip to Philly to run the marathon. As a non-participant, I’ve still managed to cover a good distance on foot since the race began. I’m currently resting (and finally getting some food) at Starbucks at Market and 18th. Just locating a place not mobbed with race watchers has been an adventure.

One unexpected bit of fun arose this morning when, just after dropping Steve off, I discovered a parking spot on Race Street (which I drove down thinking the name of the street might have been a sign).

The space, while incredibly close to the marathon finish line, did pose a challenge to my somewhat rusty city parking skills. I’m even a little proud of myself for squeezing the car in without incident; I may post a picture of it when I post a couple from the marathon itself.


Friday random ten
(pulling the puzzles apart)

I know a boy, a boy called trampoline,
if you know what I mean…

    Party Girl – U2
    Starry Eyed – Vigilantes of Love
    Another Town – Steve Earle
    Hey Jack Kerouac – 10,000 Maniacs
    The Scientist – Coldplay
    One Tree Hill – Pickin’ on U2 (Bluegrass Tribute)
    Falling Slowly – Glen Hansard and Marketa Irglova
    Beautiful Sorta – Ryan Adams & the Cardinals
    We Do What We Can – Sheryl Crow
    Rotting Piñata – Sponge

We’re princes and paupers, we look the same:
Andrea
Ben
Fred
Jessica


Spiritual reading list

Well, sort of.

I’ve been fascinated lately by some posts from a couple different regular reads of mine. They are all on the subject of God and/or religion.

A slew of these posts emanate from the furiously-typing hands of Fred Clark at Slacktivist. They all have to do with what many perceive as the strong bias of evangelicalism against homosexuality. While many in the evangelical community do differ on the subject, and broad brush strokes often do injustice to any large segment of people, Fred has an excellent series on the perception of evangelicals as “hating” gays. What he’s really examining, for those who look closer, is why homosexuality is treated in the Christian community as so much more abhorrent than the smaller sins like dishonesty, theft and marital infidelity (to name just a few). (The parts, so far are 1, 2, 3, 4, 5 and 6.)

The other standout post on the subject of God is from the oft insightful Qazse, who wrote a brief piece of poetry called “The God Cage.” Having interacted on a few different virtual occasions with the pseudononymous blogger, I’m confident his spiritual expressions are anything but flip. This poem is a perfectly concise example of those expressions.


Bad company

Much to my chagrin, the neighbor upstairs has recently been indulging a karaoke habit. What makes it worse is that these sessions generally begin around 7 a.m. For those who aren’t me, let me explain that I am routinely at work past 3 a.m., so my normal sleeping hours are between 4 a.m. and 12 noon.

I’m sure there are many out there who know the frustration of having a neighbor who plays his music at an annoyingly high level during the most inopportune time periods. And perhaps there are even a few who know the horrors of the sunrise karaoke phenomenon (like that to which I’ve been exposed for several days now). For those not familiar with it, let me offer a snippet:

First, you hear the unmistakable tones of Bad Company wafting through the ceiling. It’s a bit loud, but you don’t mind the classic rock, so you think you might be able to bear it, even think of it as a lullaby of sorts. But then, as the vocals start, you realize this rendition of “Feel Like Makin’ Love” is going to be much different from any you’ve heard in the past.

As a voice lacking all modulation turns what was once a great song into the stuff of nightmares, you comfort yourself with the thought that the song will be finished in a few short minutes. Then it begins all over again. And again. Countless practice runs yield nothing closer to perfection than when the session began.

By the afternoon you’ve gotten maybe an hour or so of rest, and the neighbor upstairs has transitioned to “Smoke on the Water.” You’re just wondering how many other classic tunes this guy’s going to ruin for you before he gets tired of his new toy.

At least you hope he gets tired of it.


throwaway lines

disposable girl
never wanted to be used,
but won’t play for keeps.


fleeting

a kindred spirit
imperceptibly drifts through
– bitter, sweet and true.


168

Posted by mobile phone:
I just cast my first vote in the new precinct. My new polling station is in the basement of the local Presbyterian church. That’s a first for me.

I can’t imagine this station accommodating some of the numbers we had in my last precinct. But on the plus side, I can now walk to the polls (and post to my blog via phone on the way home).

There were a few new politicians with whom I needed to familiarize myself over the past several weeks, but I’m fairly comfortable with the choices I made. I know this isn’t going to be an especially busy election day, but I’m curious how many others ventured out to vote today.


known unknown

questions unanswered,
escaping us both, but not
our higher selves.


Friday random ten
(people you never know)

    Night and Day Stars – Garrison Starr
    Skeleton Key – Margot & the Nuclear So and So’s
    When the Judgment Comes – Lost Dogs
    Spring Street – Dar Williams
    Several Thousand – Jim Boggia
    Let Me Go – Sonya Kitchell
    Swingin’ – Tom Petty and the Heartbreakers
    Taking on Water – Vigilantes of Love
    Dirty Old Egg-Suckin’ Dog – Johnny Cash
    Sir Casey Jones – The Eighteenth Day of May

Sometimes they glow:
Ben
Cziltang
Fred
Jill


Cancerous ambitions

From my horoscope today, a sequence of words that makes me want to believe in astrology:

“You’re the poet’s poet, creator of divine illusions and mystical myths that bring others into contact with their own subconscious.”